"Death comes to us all...Not every man lives." - Braveheart movie? Anyways, sorry about your grandfather. One of my wife's brothers just died. Death sucks. The Bible says one day death will be destroyed in the "lake of fire." Still, for now, death sucks. Anyways, for me its been a source for humor (I was raised on slapstick cartoons.) I'll take you up on your offer to help, since I understand that mental exercise can slow its progress down. You can keep on "responding" and I'll start to "follow" your publishing.