Good article. but I think that when a person knocks and keeps on knocking, the door will be opened to him. Yet, it remains that each of us has to go through that opened door and enter in. When we ask, there is an answer we can hear and apply. When we seek in earnest, we will actually find something we can hold onto and believe..
You seem to have stopped short of those promised opportunities from the Lord, and, in a way, you still are proceeding in blind faith - convinced but not entering, not finding, and not receiving all of those promises personally -as those promises actually do provide.