It's difficult to let go of cherished beliefs. That requires an open and honest assessment which is very often nearly impossible to do. We humans tend to hang on to whatever - whether in politics, religion, music, etc. Taking input from strangers is especially hard, because there are many deceivers in the world. One last thing: Counterfeiters don't put a picture of Spiderman on a fifty dollar bill, do they? They copy everything, including the paper, as exactly aa possible. That is why I asked you if you had a personal relationship, an interactive association with positive changes within your heart and mind. So, I repeat my question, "Do you have a personal relationship with God in your life?"