Mystical? Perhaps. The Universe creating itself? Nonsense. Evolution no longer a theory? Why then does it keep on evolving? Where are the "missing links?" I think you might benefit from listening to one or two of John Lennox' lectures. He's a PhD Professor from Oxford and might deal with the subjects at your educational level. The only thing I can say is a Bible quote: "For since in the wisdom of God the world through its wisdom did not know him, God was pleased through the foolishness of what was preached to save those who believe." - 1 Corinthians1:21. NIV.