Your thoughts arevery sweet, but your method falls a bit short of Biblocal reality. "In the world you shall have tribulation..." Also, death is a part of life in this world. I'm mpt sgraid of death, but am very apprehensiv about the dying part. Your process is close to the name-it-claim-it teaching whch I believe is a false one. We need the gifts of the Spirit in operation as He chooses to distribute them in the Body. Unfortunayely, few groups teach the necessity for the Baptism in the Holy Spirit and end up presuming the power of God has automaticaslly integrated into their lives and/or ministry. We all need to challenge ourselve to strive for just a closer walk with Jesus. I believe in miracles, have experienced miracles, have prayed for miracles, heard personal testimonies of miracles, but it is hardly proper to demand miracles. I often would like to hear testimonies of miracles (not just happenstance or "still holding on to the promise" by something akin to medical evidence - which I have recently seen) from the name-it-and-claim-it crowd. Again, I am grateful for your thoughts and prayers. And encourage you to seekthat closer walk by seeking the baptism in the Holy Spirit like in the book of Acts.